its all about you..:(

i can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more.:'(( Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you. I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile..:(( I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you.i hold with this word " The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have." i know its hard for me to get him back.. i do love him so much but i need to let him go..i know When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.:'(( u know what With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what went wrong. I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done..it hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts..I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you :'(

"Ya Allah tunjukkanlah aku jalan untuk semua ni..tabahkanlah hati ku dalam menempuh setiap dugaan yang kau berikan..AMINNNN"